deep skin work

I knew immediately there are women who love experiencing personal growth at this level.

Attraction........Romance, Courtship and Love's Potential. These words were mentioned in regards to what was about the unconscious, unknown to myself, unknown to others. At  that time I was told it said...this is an area that that is fertile with new ideas and also where we hold limiting beliefs. This is an area of ourselves most affected by working with horses.

Anyway..... I asked more information that would help me becoming an authentic guide...doing excactly that what it is I have to do.
Trust in the unknown and the unformed, faith in my own vision and believing in the power of my authentic self. Having an enlightened perspective and an expanded awareness is something I know about myself, activating wisdom through experience is what I am doing. Being open for spiritual cleansing, there is fuel for transformation.

Realising my potential and seeing the fruit of partnership, ....I am reaching the next level and enjoying the view and also do find pride in the achievements
I am more in allignment with the value of this than ever before and more is possible.

It is a kick...awesome to feel the trust a woman feels by putting herself in my hands,...feeling the fear...the excitement...eagerness to see the contrasts, wanting to experience more than she ever dare to say to a partner or herself ......for a big part because she has a strong wanting to finally relying on her gut feeling that what she is looking for she will experience.

Some love to play with the fantasies they have and deep down dont understand and/or ignore they do have 'em. And certainly don't feel like sharing these fantasies with their husband or boyfriend, or any other familymember, a secret part of them. Some because
 their inner being needs to resolve a core issue and they finally found someone who they know has no hidden agenda and they can talk straight forward with without being judged and taken advantage of.

So, sharing some stories here........now and then my thoughts take over....talking to myself talking about technical information...what it is people do and are thinking of.

My dominant side is well developed...love to put my partner in a situation she loves when it still is fantasy but feels like screaming fear when she finds herself doing it in real life and of course dripping wet while crossing her boundaries. And knowing she is safe with me
Playing with assignments is so cool. Same time I can be and play the sub enjoying her in charge. That combination made it fit in well. Either I give a woman who wants to experience and live out fantasies seeing her personal growth because she relies on the male or she is in charge and directing. Either way a woman will experience her tresholds.....

Let me think of where to start with sharing....probably with sharing here what happens in the mind when exposed to a situation where the woman is afraid to show her body in kind of public surroundings as a bar and doing it anyway because she is brought to that edge of where her belly...nipples....vagina are talking to whoever, including  to herself. 
A girl who has grown up and became a woman and at same time is trying to hold on to staying that uncertain teenager ...not knowing where to open up to the people she meets and feeling vulnerable about her own identity. I will try to explaing what made her do what she did with men she had to experience sexual tension during dinner and later show herself.  Overcoming that fear made her the woman who she is now. A virgin when she met her first boyfriend....now accepting the assignment to give a man she feels attracted to the chance to see her body in full.

My thoughts are put on "paper"...helps me to keep things recorded for my own practice.

Later this week more.....