the after dinner experience
While having something to drink after dessert...I kinda explained to John what he was part of now and asked him if that was something he was ok with and interested in or rather not.
J felt so much more secure now when listening to me talking to John what to expect and do...seemed as if she intuitively knew John and here were both mentored by me, that gave her some basic safety ...
She was asking if she could switch later on as well...out of the blue this came. John didnt understand immediately what she was looking at...though when I explained he understood that he and J would play in different setings and roles.
The biggest fear of J was that she would not be in control, that is what she saw when at home her dad was all about control...same time she is a little girl, submission is what she gets into when others are taking control of her and when it comes to her in control she has a curiosity in regards how far she could go with a guy and what she could let him do...that always have been a fantasy deep down inside.
Important was for me to show her that by letting someone being in control she would be in control at the same time.
We discussed the possibilities....
John's partner was sitting at the other table and not a part of what was going on.so far, though I felt she should know what was coming up..at least inform her about the plans I and J had for her John since she had to be ok with it too.
She was asked to come over and sit down...I explained what I was doing with J and John now was part of this guidance of J. She looked puzzled...I saw she loved the open and honest communication...involving her...she felt ok and asked if she could view from a distance...
She showed something I recognised as love for her partner and wanted him to be safe. Also...she admitted she loves to watch..the peeking at her of boys when at school created her peeking at girls and boys now as an adult. When she heard John would have the chance to treat J as a slut she opened up big time. Maybe later I share what fed Karen's excitement. She just said that when John would be ok with this she was too....they hadnt had the experience of play with being submissive and dominant.
She went back to her table and J, John and I continued talking. I showed some clamps for J and John to play with. Also...I told J that pics of her and John would be taken....she loves it...although it frightens her that other people see those pics. No face shown and yep...I knew that one of the possibilities to get as deep as possible would be sharing intimate pictures and confront her with this reality sooner or later...not now. John was so excited he didnt mind at all.
The rest of the evening was about to start.......
All the people were asked to leave the restaurant space and get ready for the lingerie part. J had some beautiful lingerie and her, John and I went to the dressing rooms.
When we came back...there was nice music and J seem to feel comfi...she and John danced and I could see that John still felt a bit awkward about what he got himself into.
Karen winked at me and came over with some questions about my work and how I created this work in my life and of course what type of women were ok with this...the usual questions...I only had to point to J to let her see that basicly women from all walks of life were looking to get to the core doing this type of therapy. I sure sensed the curiosity Karen showed and it was just a matter of time until she would open more to share what her story was., I soon found out.
Karen saw her John dancing with J...nothing much was going on...I asked J to come over and let me share what was going to happen the next 30-60 minutes.
Asked her if she was ready to become John's slut and let him treat her as his slut.....she chuckled..though said she was.
The 3 of us went through the scene I had written down...the tutoring is as follows and we would go to a room where people only could watch from the outside.....
"Slut may use the pliers on her nipples as we speak."
"Yes, sir. This slut will comply."
"Does slut prefer to be lotioned ?"
"If it pleases sir , not just yet."
"Yes, of course."
"This slut thanks You, sir. How many times shall slut recite Your penance, sir?"
"As slut's pennance... she will recite the following: 'pain slut grieves that she has displeased sir and will atone' "
" As You command of this one, sir, I will obey."
"Slut will begin by closing the pliers around her left nipple... she will press moderately hard, twist, and pull forward, then retract... and back again... 20 times…as slut recites her penance."
"Yes, sir."
"Is that understood?
"Yes, sir."
"Slut may begin her penance. The safe word is 'desire'. When slut has completed her task on her left nipple, she may begin on her right."
* * * * * * * * * *
"Done, sir."
"Good. Now…slut is to close the pliers around her left nipple again... squeeze and pull to their farthest extent, then twist, and hold it as she recites her penance 25 times... and as she does... slut may caress her pussy. Has slut understood?"
"Yes, sir, this slut understands and thanks You for the additional attention."
"Slut may begin... and when done with the left, slut may pay similar attention to the right."
"As you directs."
* * * * * * * * * *
"Yes, sir, this slut is done."
"Good. Is slut okay?"
"I am, sir. I do not know what to say right at this time."
"sir is confused."
"Sluts mind is overloaded with such incredible sensations from her partner's slut nipples. I can't think, just feel and lust, Rob."
"Very well."
"Slut may repeat the penance... but 28 times…"
"Yes, sir."
"…and close the pliers harder."
"I will, sir, I will."
"Slut may begin. Remember to continue to caress your pussy. Slut may also taste herself."
J and John and I went upstairs and I sat down in the corner of the little room...gave John the clamps.
John and J felt like kids in the candy store doing this...kind of....
The pain part was something J didnt have experience with...I wondered how she would do...and what insights it would give her of herself...I just had the camera ready and my notebook as well...
The effects ..results we would discuss some other time... next blog I will share some things about the mental state of J and and then I share the part of John being subject to having a woman ordering him around. Also Karen will come back into the story...you will like that I think.
I was stunned with what I saw happening in J's mind.
So......more later
